During the day I had been wrestling with something in my mind and I needed release. I had planned to go into the Peak District but the proximity of people and the familiarity with the hills just put me off. I felt dissatisfied and anxious. I set off in my car for the opposite direction towards Sherwood Forest but again felt that dissatisfaction and 'angst' of wanting to spread my wings but feeling confined. It was as much about some personal circumstances for me as to the available countryside. I turned the car around and came home.
So reading that discourse was useful to me. It reframed different environments for me, helped me value what is available on my doorstep and so I set off this morning for a short 5 mile walk around Clumber Park.
My enjoyment of the countryside is not limited to mountains. I have been lucky enough to walk in Alpine environments (though not for some time; I will rectify this soon I hope), as well as the flat lands of Norfolk. I remember walking with a partner in Thetford Forest, maybe 15 years ago. We had kit for an overnighter and came across a load of soldiers on exercise. They laughed at us two and said "We get paid to do that" (ironic as I almost joined the Army out of University), but they also took the time to point out a very idyllic spot to camp, next to a deep pool, surrounded with mixed deciduous and coniferous forest. For some reason the slug I found in my boot the next morning really sticks out in my memory but I will never forget that weekend...
I positively enjoy walking in valleys, woods, classic English arable countryside as well as higher places. They each have something very valid to offer my soul. The walk this morning in Clumber salved my soul, too. I wasn't especially early; got there about 9. But I wasn't bombarded by hoardes of people (as I imagined in the Peaks) and largely walked in areas less frequented by others. The scenery consists of manicured parklands as well as heath, plantations, old deciduous woodland and the famous avenue of Lime trees. With a bit of planning I walked for about two hours and saw just a handful of people, most just out for an early Sunday morning stroll, unhurried, no agenda, just there for pure enjoyment. Isn't this what it's about? An elderly couple passed me and looked in amusement as I could barely wrestle away my attention from the jewel like Yew berries to say hello. I had such fun listening to the crunching sound of beech nuts and leaves underfoot as I kicked and stomped through them! I enjoyed one potentially boring, dead straight walk towards a plantation, where I saw a Jay bathing in a sunlit pool. It wasn't keen on being disturbed and the raucous hack it gave clearly showed that. I saw plump, furry squirrels up close. Canadian Geese, Berwick Swans, listened to woodpeckers, noticed the light cast through the leaves. Woodland fascinates me. I remember watching as a kid and then a few years ago reading, BB's 'Brendon Chase'. The idea of running away and living in the woods in a log cabin is still one of my dreams!When I go to the hills I do it for pure enjoyment too. I feel exhuberant about the sensations I find there, maybe in a slightly different scale, but often the detail on high is just as relevant to me as down low. They all have their own qualities. Different birdlife, trees, shrubs and plants. Different geology. Different sounds and smells. The walking surface is different.
I could have gone to the Peaks and found lesser frequented areas, but I think it did me good to do something a bit different for me and to go and kick fallen leaves around and enjoy the vibrant colours still found in the woods.


The hills near home don't enthrall much when it comes to backpacking, but are fine for mountain biking, bird watching and photography. Running, road biking and kayaking are also good round here. Whatever it takes to get out of the door!
ReplyDeleteOn a visit to a friend near Derby, I was surprised to find how accessible Pateley Bridge and Wharfdale are. For shorter walks or longer runs, we head to Charnwood Forest, where the naughty can find Charnia fossils. The M1 is very useful on those occasions when it is not choked with traffic.
Most certainly up to your usual eloquent standard. You encapsulate in this post all that is good in walking. Wherever and for whatever reasons.
ReplyDeleteYup, I can like wild low level walks. As long as it feels wild, I don't care. Rothiemurchus is great for this, highly recommended if you're ever in the area...
ReplyDeleteYes I was bemoaning the "pointy bits" from my sick bed, along with various other good guys but I must admit the thoughts and memories that came from the discussion did help to cheer up my mood and make me feel a bit better. A positive out of a negative is all ways good.
ReplyDeleteIt's good to see that you made the cut, Helen. Good luck with your planning.
ReplyDeleteI respect and appreciate the way you are introspective but, at the same time, sensitive to the world around you. As I said in another comment (finally have some time to read a few of the blogs I've not been able to read and yours is one I prefer not to be rushed) I savour the journey itself. I don't often have an endgame beyond the odyssey from one chapter in my life's journal to the next - an exploration of the trail in front of me, and of self. I think the reason I love hills and mountains is the feeling of complete freedom when I reach the top - the emotion I experience when walking a trail, or travelling independently - is very different but no less compelling. I remember vividly and with great fondness the uncomplicated childish fervour with which myself and another planned, aged 11, an overnight camp in the woods near our homes. It was so utterly alien to us, the prospect of sleeping under a silvan canopy beneath the stars.
ReplyDeleteMaz, Thank you! What a compliment :-) I still haven't resolved this question for myself (if indeed it is meant to be resolved) and you are certainly giving me food for thought this morning. It is lovely to read of your early experience too; for me there is a lot about capturing that glee and delight about doing something new, somewhere different maybe.
ReplyDeleteMaz, Thank you! What a compliment :-) I still haven't resolved this question for myself (if indeed it is meant to be resolved) and you are certainly giving me food for thought this morning. It is lovely to read of your early experience too; for me there is a lot about capturing that glee and delight about doing something new, somewhere different maybe.
ReplyDeleteYup, I can like wild low level walks. As long as it feels wild, I don't care. Rothiemurchus is great for this, highly recommended if you're ever in the area...
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